you're still just a stupid little girl....
You're sure everything is under control and you know which way is up, and what's what. And suddenly nothing's quite right anymore, and even with all the questions in your mind, your heart won't even grant you the ability to work out what it is you feel.
Then, when the world stops spinning, when you stop falling and finally land hard, when everything suddenly becomes painfully clear, you realise at the end of it all, you're still just a stupid little girl.
(I've long wondered about a friend's MSN name, "Still just a stupid little girl" and why she uses it. I still don't know what it is to her personally, but at the same time, I understand completely.)
Violet's First Day of 3-year-old Preschool
3 years ago